Your Hands

This song has been playing over and over in my head for the past several days.  I know it is only because of the love, prayers and support of all our family and friends that I can honestly pray these words.  My flesh doesn't understand why and wants to be mad at the world, but most of the time over the past several days I have had a peace that can only come from God above.  Last night as Stephen was holding me and I was trying to process he said, "It's gonna be okay."  And while I don't know what okay actually means I know he is right.  I don't know where we go from here.  I don't know how much longer this journey we thought was over is going to continue, and I don't know how it will end.  I do know it is going to be okay, somehow, some way.